The Life I Chose to live

    Well guys, I managed to make it through yesterday with time to spare and I didn't strangle anyone... That's a plus right? I was actually in a great mood, despite people's stupidity. I got All of my errands ran, hung out with my SIL for a bit, ran daddys errands with him, and then headed out to get little miss Ally. She was so excited to see us that she had to be reminded to give S a hug before he left.     We took about 30 minutes to eat, since all I had that day was a couple of hot wings. Then we were on the road again. Have I ever mentioned that I absolutely hate Fort Worth traffic? It was a long ride home, but peaceful. Ally napped while Damian played quietly. Once we were home, it was a completely different story. The kids were so excited to see one another that they ended up playing hard until I finally had to put them to bed.      We were all exhausted, so pillow talk was minimal. But daddy did bring up a topic that did kind of piss me off....

   You ever have one of those days that you have so much to do in such little time, but no desire to do it because just thinking about it makes you tired. Thats me today. I put off my usual bill planning because I wanted to see what this check would look like before I stressed myself out on what money goes where. Well now I'm up at 5 in the morning doing just that.     On top of my frantic last minute planning (I hate procrastinating), I get to attempt to plan out this whole weekend based on theory. If he gets off early enough.... If we are allowed to get her on time... If the weather decides to be nice... If people can grow the fuck up..  A whole lot of if's and no consistency.     One thing is for sure... Today is going to be one busy ass day. My usual day to day routine is going to be all kinds of messed up. I have what seems like a million errands to run in about a 2 hour time frame. It's going to be a fun day. (I hope you can feel the sarcasm...

    So as you all know, my journey has been changing quite a bit lately. I nearly gave up blogging completely. Not only did I feel like I had no time for it, but I was not in a place emotionally to share the things going on in life. So much changed so quickly, talk about being overwhelmed and angry.. That was just the tip of the iceberg.     Now that things have calmed down and I am feeling much better, I am considering blogging (at least more often vs not blogging at all). I still won't be returning to blogging daily, as I used to. But I have decided that this blog will stay. I've enjoyed my time blogging and the support that some of you give (including those of you that rather contact me directly).     Now on to the news... So with my more active lifestyle, I am happy to report that I am 3.4 pounds down. Leaving me at a happy 123.4 pounds (ironic huh?). I wish that meant I was safely fitting back into a size 5 but thats not the case. I am safely fitting...

    Since quite a few of my followers only knew me by my blog, I've decided to do random pop ins. I wanted to let you all know that I am doing amazing. I've really been enjoying life. Daily visits to the park, and using my extra time to take care of myself. Today was a manicure, shopping, and girl time with my SIL. I'm currently on a trip out of town with the hubby to do some more shopping for myself and little man and a dinner date with my love.

After today I have decided to stop blogging all together. Its necessary in order for me to grow. I will more than likely not be returning to blogging... Ever. Its too much of an open door for those no longer in my life to prowl for information. I wish you all the best in your own individual journeys, but this blog no longer serves mine.