Grief
Well lovelies, I am back from my trip. Well I've actually been home for a few days but just couldn't bring myself to post. I had hoped that I would be able to come back and make some amazing post about the time I had gotten to spend with my grandmother and all the memories I would get to cherish for a lifetime, but life had another plan. I did have a wonderful two whole days with my grandmother. We talked, laughed, and talked some more. She even walked me through how to make a few of her recipes. Granted those two days were exhausting because she refused to sleep. I guess it was her way of cramming years worth of memories into just two days. On day three, we had to go to the hospital. She was not doing well and her whole demeanor had changed. I wanted to scream and cry seeing her attached to so many machines, but somehow I kept it together. On day four she woke me at 3 in the morning to tell me to get everyone to the hospital. So that is precisely what I did.